Life...

Assalamualaikum...
p/s: no heart feeling, tiada kene mengene dengan mereka yg masih idop walaupon da mati.

Baru2 ni aku ade terbace satu blog junior sek men aku dulu, entry yg aku bace is all about sifat munafiq and sort of. well munafiq yg aku tau, its an attitude as example, being hipokrit. depan die ni act cam ni ckp cam ni, depan die tu lak ckp cam tu act cam tu. kadang2, aku pon ade act cam tu. tp aku rase aku act cam tu utk avoid any bad situation between me and the crowd involved and aku cam tak rase itu hipokrit. ape aku mengarut nih?! sebenarnye ape yg aku cube sampaikan adalah, i tried and keep on trying to make sure ALL my frens and my community happy all the time and could accept me as what i am. tapi kadang2 certain people just dont get it. this is not new phenomena. dah lame dah aku rase cam ni. it just keep on happening to me. 1st question why me? 2nd question what is wrong with me. haha entry yg memenatkan nih. tapi day by day aku learned something. just be yourself. kadang2 aku piki kalo orang tu jahat cam azazil, so be azazil for your entire life la, cam tu? what a shallow mind. ayat be yourself tu ekceli kene la bijak gunekannye. kalo da prangai tu cam syaitoni be yourself a better one la kan.

Ade je orang yg tak prasan ape yg die dah dan tengah buat kat aku. die rase ape die buat btol. every person have their own perception. spt contoh, hindi(contoh je), for me they're uniqe even though tuka baju time nyanyi spt superman, tu satu perkara yg tayah di argue ekceli. tp pada mata org lain maybe bile sebut je hindi, oooh no no no!! so pada aku we have to put consideration and kadang2 kene balance la kan. aku rase aku da buat yg terbaik to be a good frens, but maybe not enough for them utk aku jadi kawan utk mereka2 tu sume. but i do realize certain people do appreciate what i've done. we cant ask people to be what we want them to be kan? tp at least do have some humanity and some senses and little alertness as a human.

Well kalo ade yg bace ni terase ke ape2 ke mintak maaf la ye, sbb aku ni manusia biase gak, ade perasaan dan hati juga tangan yg tgh di gigit nyamok kaco aku buat entry ni pagi2 ni argh!!! here is little sentences yg mak aku gune utk motivate anak2 die. sharing is caring isnt it? mak aku kate kalo kite tgh marah sgt pon jgn tunjuk kat org. ibarat di dalam hati kita harimau, di luar kita kambeng (aku tanak jd kambeng, pijal je boleh, jgn mara haa). huhu tu je la kot yg aku igt. pada aku, buat kebaikan bukan utk balasan, buat dgn ikhlas. skali orang buat baik ngan aku, 10 kali ganda aku sanggup buat baik semule kat org tu. ibarat orang ajar aku main game skali pon, aku sanggup buat ape je walaupun stakat belikan fries kat palazzo, hahaha. i love to help people. just realize what we are doing to others. bak kata siti "sungguhpun budi hanya sedikit, langit dan bumi ada didalam" maksudnye (kalo ade yg tak paham) ibarat tolong orang, let say tapaukan air ke ape2 ke kan, tp keikhlasan dalam menolong tu tade tolok bandingnye. tu yg langit dan bumi ade di dalam...

Okeh la, cukupla aku mengarut sampai sini sbb dah ngantok gile. skit lagi nak subuh, nak menghabiskan mase sampai azan.